From behind a locked bathroom door

Here are my poems finally..I hope... If everything goes well I should have most of them up here for those of you that asked and, I will add to it when I write more..Some of these are very old and some are very new..Please let me know what you think and...enjoy.....Write to me at...
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A gift created by and given to me by my Lady

Behind the Bathroom Door

A melody plays in my mind
In my heart it just won't quit
Why has God done this to me?
Upon you he smiles, upon me he spits

Trapped in here like an animal
My heart is racing fast
My tormentor whips my bleeding soul
Breaking me, she has won at last

The water's so hot it hurts
But pain I'll feel no more
Empty blackness awaits my soul
Behind a locked bathroom door

Biting metal stings to the bone
Cursing myself to the very end
Crimson washes over my face
To you this last wish I send

Cursed be thoughts of you
For what you've done to me
The blackest days & blackest nights
Befall those who love thee

No longer will you notice the
Laughter of kids at play
Your dreams of me will haunt you
Until your dying day

Light soon fades to gray
I sink in the crimson stew
I knew it would end like this
My dying breath I curse you

The deepest pit in Hell for you
I could not wish for any less
A melody plays in my mind
Then nothing...just...Blackness...

 Poured my soul out again
 Pooled up on the floor
 Watching as it's walked upon
 On her way out the door

 Confusion set in early this time
 Love cuts much to deep
 On my knees picking up my heart
 My feelings to myself I'll keep
 
 Her perfume still in the air
 Her footfalls starting to fade
 I lay down in my wet soul
 To many times this price I've paid
 
 Weeping softly to myself
 As fate laughs with glee
 Watching me crawl inside myself
 I hate this place, I hate me
 
 Dark, cold and empty in here
 My life will stay the same
 For just a few moments though
 I think she knew my name
 
 Withdraw deep inside myself
 Waiting for the pain to fade
 I think she said she loved me
 To many times this price I've paid...